Paris Hilton Speaks About Infamous Sex Tape: Feels 'Like Being Electronically Raped'

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Paris Hilton opened up about the sex tape with her ex-boyfriend that leaked in 2003
The reality star shared that she did it because Rick Salomon was her first real relationship and she wanted to make him happy
Hilton claims she was abused by five of her ex-boyfriends

Paris Hilton talked about her infamous sex tape in 2003 and said she didn't do it on purpose in her "I Am Paris" documentary.

Hilton's documentary will debut in less than a week and E! News got some details about the show ahead of its premiere. Hilton will be making bombshell revelations in her documentary including her sex tape with ex-boyfriend Rick Salomon that was uploaded on the Internet in late 2003.

"That was a private moment of a teenage girl, not in her right head space, but everyone was watching it and laughing like it's something funny," Hilton said while fighting back her tears as she recalled the incident that happened 17 years ago.

"If that happened today, it would not be the same story at all, but they made me the bad person. I did something bad...I was just so lost and desperate for love that I found the worst possible person."

Hilton explained that Salomon was her first real relationship and she did it to make him happy. Following the incident, the "I Want to Be a Hilton" star admitted that the experience felt "like being electronically raped."

"For people to think I did it on purpose because after that all of these leaked tapes were coming out and it almost became like a blueprint to become famous. I don't know. I didn't need to do that. I always had a plan,” Hilton added.

In the same documentary, Hilton shared her abusive relationships. She was physically, emotionally and verbally abused by five ex-boyfriends.

She recalled an incident when she had an argument with an ex-lover, so she attempted to leave his house. However, he got so mad and grabbed and pulled her. She was strangled and he threw phones and computers at her.

"I almost thought it was so normal. Like, he loves me so much that he's going this crazy. I just wanted so bad that I was willing to accept being hit or yelled at or screamed at or strangled…a lot of things," she added.

Hilton also shared her childhood trauma in the YouTube Originals including the boarding school abuse she allegedly experienced at Provo Canyon School.

“This is Paris” is coming to YouTube on Sept. 14.