KEY POINTS

  • Lana Rhoades said she doesn't want to have kids yet but hopes she is dating someone she could start a family with someday
  • The ex-porn star said she fears Mike Majlak will take up all her "good years" but won't marry her in the future
  • Rhoades and Majlak briefly broke up in October last year but got back together a week later

Lana Rhoades has opened up about one of her biggest fears, and it's related to her relationship with boyfriend Mike Majlak.

Rhoades, Olivia Davis and Alexa Adams got candid about the things in their lives that have made them feel like they are "behind" everyone else in the sixth episode of their cooking show, "3 Girls 1 Kitchen."

"My like feeling behind is less with money, success like work, like stuff like that. It's less with that because I have already done so much. It's more so, I guess in my love life," Rhoades admitted, adding, "especially in the relationship I'm in now."

Rhoades' co-hosts understood her fear, with Davis chiming in that she was ready to start a family because she has already achieved the things she wanted in life. The OnlyFans star, who has found success as an influencer after leaving professional porn, revealed that while she is not ready to be a mom yet, she hopes she is with someone she could start a family with in the future.

However, while Rhoades is ready for marriage, Majlak has made it clear that he is not yet ready to take their relationship to the next level. According to the former porn star, one of her fears is that her boyfriend may never be ready to take that step.

"I'm not ready to have kids yet," Rhoades explained. "I would like to know that I have found someone who could at least get to that point like five years from now, in the future."

"I'm turning 25 next year, and when I turned 24 this year, I was with him on vacation for my birthday and I just started having like 'damn, I really wished that I would be engaged by 25.' I wanna know that I'm with someone who's still gonna be with me at 30 because I don't want to be single in L.A. and alone whenever I'm 30 and my biggest fear is him wasting my time and taking up all my good years and then not giving me the commitment," she shared.

Rhoades said that Majlak would tell her at times that what she wants would never happen, but there were also days when he would give her hope. She explained that she opened up about this topic because she can relate to other women asking her why their partners would not move in with them.

The differences in their goals were also one of the main reasons behind Rhoades and Majlak's brief split in October last year. In a video he uploaded announcing the breakup, the YouTuber said that Rhoades was "linear and traditional" and wanted to settle down, but he didn't share the same view and did not want to waste her time.

But the split did not last long, and the couple got back together a week after Majlak made the announcement. Addressing the split, the YouTuber took the blame, saying he made a hasty decision.

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Actress Lana Rhoades arrives for the 33rd Annual XRCO Awards Show held at OHM Nightclub on April 27, 2017 in Hollywood, California. Albert L. Ortega/Getty Images